Unforgettable

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You came into my life out of blue, yellow, rainbowny-colours that filled the sky - In only one night you enchanted me, no hope of being freed of that charm. But life came in the midst of it all - My heart was full of someone else, and there was no space left... You tapped softly at my window and found a little corner of it, digging your way through my heart, my mind, my soul... With your songs and your childish-like smile you won me over once again, ignoring everything that yelled you to stay away from this - to stay away from me.
Months passed, and then there were no excuses, no what if's, no reasons why - But I bailed on you, like you should know I would. I wasn't ready, and in my life I could only fit gray tones. You were too bright, too hopeful,  too beautiful for me. And I wasn't ready to let you in.
You were perfect for me - And I was my biggest disappointment, my own worst enemy. You were and always will be, unforgettable.

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